HELPLESS DEPENDENCE ON GOD

The days keep moving fast.

I remember November 1st like it was yesterday. A whole lot has happened between Nov 1st and today. Maybe it’s the several activities I have had lined up and how much I have executed in a short time.

Yesterday, i thought to myself that the realest and surest thing in my life is God. Take God out of the equation and my life is completely meaningless. An empty vessel.

God is my center. My comforter. My strength. My direction. My enabler.

On my own, i know nothing.

Most times i don’t know what i am doing.

But, I trust God with my life, well-being, family & business.

I trust God to hold me up.

I trust God to lead me right.

I trust God to hear me and be there for me at my weakest.

This is the primary reason my life is full of so much gratitude because I am so sure that I am dangerously helped by my God.

Today i am grateful that i am perpetually weak so that God’s strength is made perfect in and through me. For anything good anyone has to say about me, i am so confident that it has nothing to do with me, but all God working in me to will and to do.

i am totally yielded.

I am that child who is never prepared to let go because this is the only life she wants to know.

Reckless dependence on God is the real soft life and i am here for all of it.